'Like Having None Of It'

Wednesday.
In the early morning, there was none.
In the time of breakfast, there was none too.
In the time after breakfast, there were two times, sent to him.
In the afternoon, there was none again.
In the time after lunch, still, there was none.
In the early evening, there was one, wishing me new year.
In the time of dinner, once again there was none.
In the late night, there were twice, reminding me of him and her.
In the time before sleep, there was none.
I smiled.
Why did I think about it?
I was confused.

Thursday.
In the time of waking up, there was still none.
In the time to take bath, there was none again.
In the time of lunch again, there was still none.
In the time after lunch, there was none.
There was none.
But,
In the time of the Asr prayer..
There was it.
I smiled.
That is why I think about it.
I am happy.
Then, there was it again.
I am happy.